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So right now i'm at friends house because i have no power and i had to get online... i am just so bored without power. Electricity is something that I personally really take for granted really really take for granted. I love being able to walk into a room and turn on a light... or hitting a switch and boom the computer is on... but poor me has no electricity...

last night i came home and i knew before i got there that i didn't have any power but i didn't really think about it til i waled int eh house and no one was home and i had nothing to do.. it was dark on top of it all so i had to lok around in the dark to find candles.... it took forever. But i found some and then the matches... i dropped my lighter in a mud puddle on the way in the house and couldn't see to find it (not that it would have worked anyway). after i had light there was nothing to do... so i broke out my flute and played that for a while and then the guitar but i couldn't see very well so it was hard to read tabs and for some reason the only thing i could remember how to play all of was the white stripes "7 nation army" which sucked but it was still fun anyway. Eventally my dad came home and then i went to bed... at like 11:30... how sad is that... the two nights before i went to bed at like 6:30 am.

I got up this morning and still no power so i called a friend and then we went to her grandma's to take showers because neither of us had power... lol. but now i'm at her house and she obviously has power but boo hoo i still don't grrrrr...



but yeah that's my rant... Not Having Power SUCKS ALOT!!!!

I feel lost without you and yet i dispise you completely...

I'd do anything to be with you and anything to get away...

I love it when you hold me, but i wish you'd stop holding me back...

somehow i have to let go of the past, but I don't want to lose you...

ya know when you make plans and the person says yeah.. i'll call you, and then never call... even just to say that thay can't... I'm gonna have to kick some ass...

Ok i have two things to rant about today...

#1 - how come evryone defines themselves by the music you listen too... i have a 15 year old sister who is as preppy as can be and she listens to A7X and Slip knot.. but then you have these kids on here who listen to the same things and give you no other information in their profile other than what they listen too...How the fuck am i suposed to get an idea of who someone is if all i know is their sex, age, maybe their name and their taste in music.

#2 (kind of goes along with #1) - why post song and poem lyric's on your profile... especially if they aren't your's and even if they are.... put them in your journal or something... i am so tiard of have to scroll through 5 feet of song lyric's that i already know or else don't really care to know and then not know anything about hte person....

Inshort... music helps to find something in common but i need more to know that i want to talk to someone...